Im happy

This month is my month , the month with happy , down, sad , worry ... everything. why ?
Happy
My brother back from Italy
I back to my home sweet home- Kedah
My Make-up on progress "*"
My sis get pregnant , and the EDC is on 19.11.2013
My birthday coming soon.
The government finally dissolved
I choose to not sit for the PTD exam(after attended the seminar organised by SPA)
Today my friend follow me to Nutrition class
Today i able to get 1st row seat in the class
The most happiest , finally i got my first time ever Family photo after 25 years i took with my mum & my sibling. ( Regret is my father was not there with us... i will always miss u)
My ex-ex-bf is going to marry on 20.04.2013, but i cant attend with ceremony >.<
My ex-bf got new targeted girl to go after

 Down
My Ex-ex- Bf company offered me a brand new car with disc price & low interest rate,everymonth with RM 675 repayment , why not >>.<< but i cant do it due to my financial statement are not stable.
Depress for few days after bc from Kedah . Miss my nephew - Hao , miss my mum , miss my sistas , miss the time we were together
shilly-shally with the goverment exam , should i attend or not due to left only 3 days for me to prepare the syllabus from form 3 - form 6 in PA, Math, BM & BI
I wish to buy a car for myself , but i  got my limit
i dun wan to work


Sad
i started feel i live alone , but yet i still got friend with me
i cant do anything when my brother asking for help
money matter will effect my emotion from top to bottom
i get complaint from my superior regarding my lecture class (1st time ever also)

Worry
i worry i get lost when i tried to achieve something in my life
i worry im getting older ( in fact im old actually , and remind myself its coming soon too )
The feeling of uncertainty keep disturb me once a while in a month

but today im happy , tomorrow will happy , everyday im happy & gratitude what im have now !